my companions..

That was my best friends.
everyone had their own best friends. Right? i had my own.. Both of them. Meaning friendship for mean is deep. I am very thankful cause Allah give me both of them and a lot more in this university to have a chance to enjoy this campus life. When I was crying they never bored to listen to my story. when i was angry,, they been there to calm me down, when i was happy there also there to laugh with me. I was so lucky to have you guys.. I have something to say to both of you especially and all of you who are reading my blog, : Maybe I'm not the perfect friend for you after all, maybe was not the best among the best, but I'm the your friend who are always remember and love you all the time.. Friendship never end.. =D

i miss my dad..

for all these time daddy were just like ignore you.. think again,, when you fall a sick daddy were the worries person in the world he keep scold you why you play at the noon, why you do not drink a lot of water..daddy were always right behind you to help you to learn how to bike a bicycle. when he saw you are master to manage the bike then he slowly let you do by your self,, and suddenly you felt down,, he run as fast as he can to get you.. he treat you wound mean while he coax you to buy a candy because he is so worry about you. When you became a teen you start to close to your friends. even he did not say it but dont you know daddy are lonely because you do not talk to him about your book, did not ask him how to do thing that you do not know. then you start to came home at late night dont you realize daddy were the one who sleep at sofa in front because he had tired to wait for you all night long.. then you just run through him get in your room secretly. then you went to further you study, daddy were the most happiest person at that moment. when you call you mummy dont you know daddy is whisper to your mummy to ask you if you are well, enough food and money there. because he was so worry.. then at you graduation day daddy could talk to you how happy he was. one day you bring your future husband/wife daddy were a little bit sad. at your wedding day daddy are sad because you had been took by someone else. daddy run to back door and cry. at that time he realize that his responsibility is over now. he just pray that you will be happy and protect your future children as what he did to you.
I Love You Dad. (T__T)

love this songs

jar of hearts
i know i cant take one more step toward you,cause all that's waiting is regret,and don't you know i'm not your ghost anymore? you lost the love i loved the most, i learned to live half-alive, and now you want me one more time

c/o*
and who do you think you are? running 'round leaving scars collecting you jar of hearts and tearing love apart, you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul, so don't come back for me, who do you think you are?

i hear you're asking all around, if i am anywhere to be found, but i have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms, i've learned to live, half-alive now you want me one more time,
c/o*

dear, it took so long just to feel alright, remember how to put back the light in my eyes, i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed, cause you broke all your promises and now you're back you don't get to get me back,
c/o*
you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul so don't come back for me don't come back at all..
who do you think you are
who do you think you are
who do you think you are


my all

I am thinkin' of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

'Cause I'm drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side


I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Livin' in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love, tonight


Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you're so far like a distant star

I'm wishing on tonight


I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Livin' in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight


I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Livin' in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Give my all for your love tonight

i need Him

erm,, sometime we are so greedy,,always hope for something that does not belong to us.. but we are forget to thankful for what we had now,,look around you,, you will find you are so tiny in this world.. yes some said the world is small.. but the gift from Allah is huge enough,, He had a power to give something and to take anything from us.. when He want to give happiness to someone, there is no hand could stop it, but if He want to take happiness from someone there no hand would give to help.. raise your hand and lets say Alhamdulillah.. amin..

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